his whiskers do whisk
my delicate skin each time
he whispers my name
(Older haiku, revised a bit)
-image via Pexels
his whiskers do whisk
my delicate skin each time
he whispers my name
(Older haiku, revised a bit)
-image via Pexels
he was all teeth and muscle,
blades of white pinching at gooseflesh,
sharp intakes of air heaving and leaving in labored gasps and moans,
his warm wetness closing in around the sting,
sucking so hard my eyes clamped shut
but I did not arch away –
I pushed myself further into his mouth,
welcoming the pain,
as famished fingertips dug into my back as if reaching for something he could not wait to unearth
in that moment,
I wouldn’t have minded if he drew blood;
he was devouring me, consuming me
needing me
I gave all I had to give,
and I took it all in,
all he had to give,
the needing and the wanting and the desiring,
the unhindered exposing of his soul to mine,
the becoming
one
for, we knew,
in the giving and the taking,
in this most sacred exchange,
this unhindered merging,
we would both feel stronger than we’d ever felt before
more
in the end,
I would be covered in his marks,
scratches and ribbons of redness,
I would be rubbed straight to the bone with the kind of urgent exhaustion I imagined an addict feels between fixes
I would wake,
bruised to the marrow with him,
he a part of me,
and I of him
forever
-image via Tumblr, original source unknown; shared as part of dVerse Poet Pub’s Desire and Sexuality prompt
I long for a deep and dreamless sleep,
a certain sleep,
for relief from the excruciating pain of living a life that is less than I always imagined,
less than I hoped it would be
I long for a quiet and peaceful sitting,
an undaunted sitting,
for solace from the thunderous reel that’s been stuck on repeat for as long as I can remember,
for as long as I have allowed it to play
it’s true,
I mostly prefer aloneness,
but it eats me alive to know what an increasingly isolated life I’ve been living,
a tiny, dark triangular world of gambling, shopping, and reading,
three points to which I traverse,
one after the other,
trying my best to outrun the thunder and the pain –
it’s no wonder I’m always so tired
but what I long for most of all,
is rest,
for the ability to finally stop trying to fill the seemingly infinite void,
rest from trying to make life smaller
-image via Pixabay; poem inspired by my mother
they don’t even notice I’m a mess
the truth is,
I’m not even sure how I’m able to function,
because it feels like I’ve been splintered into a million little pieces
and today, like most days,
I’m just clumsy patchwork,
exhaustedly strung together with recycled red string,
fate stitched to the soles of my tired feet,
and they’re all scavengers,
viscously peck-pecking away at my seams,
wanting more, more,
more
-image via Pinterest, original via google images
silence settles in like cold settles into my bones,
words, once fertile and blooming,
now become itchy, phantom limbs,
a nagging taunt,
contemptuous, even
you see,
I went so long without ripples,
and a stone had finally been dropped into the water,
every circle fanning out to move my destiny along the course of some inevitable, magical destination,
but now the moon seems to have halted the tide,
and my eyes have become an unyielding blackness,
tinting the world
that blackness had, for so long after the ripples,
become a reminder of how the night always comes before the glory of morn,
a time when the world is a beautiful mystery
but now it only reminds me that shadows are all I have,
and the crazy thing is –
maybe I’m ok with that,
maybe I always knew
I always knew that love would be my undoing
-image via Tumblr, origin unknown
I am not one of you
I’m a sieve
A sponge
I adsorb your cue
I am not one of you
I’m a strum
A reciprocal vibration
I hear your hue
I am not one of you
I’m a bubble
A transparent vessel
I see right through
I am not one of you
I’m a translator
A personifier
I feel your askew
I am not one of you
I’m a palate
A canvas
I soak in, imbue
I am not one of you
I’m a double-take
A tip of the tongue
I’m Deja vu
I am not one of you
I’m a moment
A slide show
I’m a tribute
I am not one of you
I’m a quarry
An excavation
I’m a revue
-Image found on Tumblr, source unknown; reworking of an older poem
“I love you,” she says,
her voice shivering and raspy,
the unfamiliar words birthed from some damp, corroded place inside her,
flaking like rust as she forces them through tentative lips
it isn’t that she doesn’t love him –
she does;
she loves him more than she thought was possible
but,
she never wanted to need him
-image via Pixabay