the walls are closing in,
they’re closing in,
and my elbows are buckling
against their weight,
the balls of my feet are raw
from the force of pushing back
against them,
my head is one thumping pulse
of pain after another,
a constant, unwelcome rhythm,
a reminder that I’m still rigid in the
fight against it
but, I’m tired,
I’m tired of the fighting,
and lately I’ve been catching
glimpses of the truth
in random, slicing throbs
behind my eyes
I see myself,
somehow on both sides
of the walls,
simultaneously helping in the closing in,
and desperately fighting against it
after all this time,
after all this fighting,
the knowing and the unknowing,
the accepting and the cracking open
of my core –
what if I’m still the wall itself?
oh, God – what if I am the fight?
-image via Pixabay
Wow! Bewitched by it! 😍
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Thank you, I’m so happy it struck a chord with you! Welcome. 💜
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recognising two sides within ourselves so eloquently written, your gift is seeing and making us see too. beautiful Angela!
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You always say the most amazing things. Thank you, Gina, I appreciate you! 💜
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Magical. Loved it.
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Thank you, Bojana. 💜
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Angela you have a beautiful gift of expression, the most lovely and the hardest of experiences.
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Thank you for the lovely compliment, Holly. 💜
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well deserved!
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💜🌺
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Such centrifugal piece. I mean that in how it spins and separates one from their conventional thinking!
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Thank you, Wulf! 💜
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A powerful poem, I can feel it. Jonny
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Thank you, Jonny.
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