I don’t visit often enough.
I tell myself it’s the distance,
work, time’s pull, insistent;
my schedule is rough.
But there’s unrest in my heart
that tells me that’s not true.
Instead of feeling closer to you,
seeing you only rips me apart.
Every time I see your face,
a little piece of me dies;
I feel the sadness you try to disguise,
the years of running a losing race.
I see too much –
I see how you might look on my face.
-image via Pixabay
Really connected with this 💜 It’s so raw and real and full of heart xxx
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It’s an interesting journey, isn’t it?! Thank you very much.
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I love the ending. Very effective.
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Much appreciated! Thank you for reading. 💜
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Watching parents age might be tough, but, for those who have children when they are young, watching your children grow old is tougher. But it is the way of it. And something many late-starters in recent times will miss, but then they are also likely to miss being grandparents. Life is a process.
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I imagine it is very tough. Yes, it is the way of things – life’s process is inevitable. Thank you so much for the thoughtful comment and for reading.
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I liked the empathy at the end seeing how the parent feels looking on the child’s face.
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Thanks, Frank.
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When your parents face death, you accompany them on the journey, a difficult one. Your words express this well. (K)
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Yes, that’s so true. Thank you, K.
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The reflection you both see at the end pulls at the heart. (And what a stunning photograph.)
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It’s a difficult and beautiful journey, for sure. Thank you. It’s not mine, but I agree. Have a lovely weekend.
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You are right! Seeing an older person gives us a vision of our future self! Great poem.
Dwight
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It does, in many forms. That can be both beautiful and scary. Thank you for reading, Dwight.
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This poem rips at the heart. You hammer the truth to the wall and dare me to deny it. I can’t deny it.
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That’s one of the most genuine and raw comments I’ve received, Alexander. Thank you for sharing that. It’s so tough to watch parents age and to face our own mortality as we do. Love to you.
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Keep speaking the truth, Angela. Z
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I can empathize with your thoughts….but I really believe in saying the things you want to say before its too late ~
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I believe so too, Grace. Watching parents age is difficult for many reasons, but I’ve said what’s needed to be said and I hope to always do so. I value truth and love and want nothing more than for my loved ones to leave this earth with peaceful souls.
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Powerful words and whilst it is tough at times it is also filled with beauty.
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Yes, it is definitely filled with beauty, too. With age comes wisdom on both sides, and it adds something to the relationship that’s sacred.
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I know the feeling… and then it might be over before you can say goodbye.
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Watching parents age is tough. But, I hope to always say what needs to be said!
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Beautiful, and identifiable.
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Thank you, Ward. 💜
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❤ You're welcome.
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i thought of my mother as i read this, yes she has run that race too and my heart breaks every time i see her stoop a little more and forget a little more about things she should remember. you captured all the love a girl has for her mother in these few lines.
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It’s a odd feeling isn’t it? You know these days will come, but you can’t possibly know how it will feel until you’re experiencing them. Love to you and your mom, Gina. Thank you, as always.
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Oh sis, you know I feel this deeply ❤️
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I do! 💜
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A really tough thing to watch our parents age. It’s like looking into the future… Wonderfully insightful piece, Angela!
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It is! Yes, it sort of forces us to look into the future. Thank you, Meg!
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This is very touching. I completely connect to this piece.
That photo of your mom is beautiful.
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Thank you, Shawna. I’m so happy it connected with you. The photo is from Pixabay, but it is beautiful.
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I see how you might look on my face – that says so much, Angela! This was so touching. And it made me swallow so hard for I saw myself in these lines.
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Thank you, Nandita. Watching parents age is tough.
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I agree. You’re welcome 🙂
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