This is my first summer off since I began working 30 years ago. For 10 years, I worked long hours in the juvenile corrections field, which was so very rewarding, but also soul twisting. The last 14 years, I've worked 50-60 hour weeks with no sick or personal time, and until 2 years ago, I took only one short vacation each of those years. My soul is exhausted and in need of revitalization.
For the summer, I am working 1 day a week, and the other days I do have many family responsibilities, but I also have free time that I've never had before. It feels so good.
As much as I'd love to use much of the free time to read and write, my heart is telling me I need to use it differently. My children are growing fast, and sooner than I'd like, they'll be gone. My husband enjoys outdoor activities and loves nothing more than for me to accompany him. The house we've loved and lived within for 20 years is being remodeled, amidst the process of becoming in unison with those who inhabit it, and my elbow grease is contributing.
My heart is telling me my home needs some love, both figuratively and literally. This summer, my heart and spirit are leading me home, and it is breathing in me new life.
I will only be here sporadically, but I'll carry your words in my heart. Have an amazing summer, all!
Angela
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Have a beautiful, blissful summer, Angela…it sounds as if the time off is long overdue. You are a lovely soul, and I’ll be watching for your return–but not too soon. 💜😊
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Thank you, Cathy, as are you! I hope your summer is relaxing and full of love and light. 💜
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Me too. 😁
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have a lovely summer and go where your heart takes you! break the routine, make new ones, it does not really matter, be loved and be happy that you can love back. I enjoyed reading more about your life and want to wish you a really meaningful time in the next few weeks, you are so right, kids grow up too fast we need to be there and enjoy the journey they travel and want us by their side, though reluctant to admit at times!!
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Thank you, Gina! I have shared so much about my life in the last 3.5 years, but I did it in another diary blog. Thank you for receiving and appreciating the sharing. Wishing you an amazing summer as well, full of love and laughter! 💜
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Thank you Angela!
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You’re welcome.💜
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Wishing you all my best, Angela!
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Thank you, Eric, I appreciate it very much. 💜
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Yes you are number one in your books and if you are not good to yourself you will not be good to others. Take care of your needs and enjoy your children and husband and as you say before you know it your children will be gone. Replenish yourself and have a great summer.
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Thank you, Joseph! Same to you – I hope your summer is full of light and love. 💜
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I hope the summer is as well. Live each day as it is my last one. A good motivator to do things or just be being lazy. lol
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Lol!
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I am touched by your soul asking for respite. I understand. Its good you’re listening so carefully Angela, you are making me think too!! Blessings!!
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May your soul seek and find what it needs! Love to you as well. 💜
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So happy for you that you get time to slow down and breathe. Enjoy every, single, second of it!!!
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Thank you, Robin, I will!
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I’m beyond thrilled that you are listening to your soul. I look forward to more time together- just being! Love you, sister of my soul ❤️
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Thank you, Rita. Me toooo! It’s vital to me. Love you, too, soul sister!
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This sounds blissful, Angela! Enjoy your time with your family and your home! And love to you! ❤
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Thank you, Meghan. Hope you enjoy your summer, and love to you as well! 💜
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Thank you!
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